I am miserable, lonely and depressive. Why would I be happy? Well my daddy would say I should be happy because God gave me another day to give it a try. I'm not sure if i buy all of that but I can see that I do have another chance for change everyday. Well every other day, it takes me a while to get out of a snit.
At least I've retained my sense of humor...albeit it's a dry and grating humor. But it makes people laugh and me less annoying to those people. I'm not sure if my daddy would approve...but he laughs too so...
So how do I go about getting this change that I so desperately want and need? Is there a simple formula to follow or a phone number to call? "For instructions on how to erase misery press 1. For instructions on smothering loneliness please press 2. All other calls please stay on the line." (Ummm...totally related money opportunity just popped in my head.)
In all seriousness: I tried reading self help books, but they are too long and drawn out...full of examples of people who are kinda like me, but not enough for me to care about what they did to help themselves. Plus, if you haven't read one of these books, they only take you so far in a case study. They tell you about the person, what they did/needed to do, but they often exclude what happened to that person. Why would I attempt the "3 Steps to Self Awareness" before I have proof that said steps work?
Last week I've started going to counselling. Finally.
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